I think it’s important to remember that although you’re on this walk with Christ and you’re staying prayed up and saturating yourself with the Word, you will feel down some days, you will worry some days, you will cry some days. Doesn’t mean you’ve let the enemy win or let God down. You’re human and you’re not immune to these things. Don’t beat yourself up. The enemy attacks harder when he sees us go for God harder. Don’t give up. Remain in God. When we go hard, God goes harder. God wins, always.